Growing Up

For me personally the worst part about growing up is the future. For some reason or another I sometimes find my self thinking about the future and getting worried. I start thinking about college and how much fun it will be, but then I realize that there is going to be a whole lot of work, esspesally if you go to a good school. I really dont get the whole idea of good schools. For some reason just because your deploma has Harvard written on it people think you are smart even though you could go to a school like ASU and get just as good an education. I think my main problem with growing up is that Im probably not ready and im not really sure when I will be.

Family on the Farm

Every spring we go to my grandparents farm in Moreland GA. We go down to help my grandparents and cousins "work" the calves. Pretty much it involves some sketchy veterinary procedures a corral filled with "mud" and a bunch of screaming cows. Some people might say that it sounds like hell but its really rather enjoyable. It's a good opportunity to visit family and have a good time, and usually have some good home cooking. We also get a chance to laugh as my 17 year old cousin climbs a fence fast as a squirrel to get away from a little calf. Personally I find it very relaxing to go down there, once you get past my uncle and grandfather yelling at each other over some insignificant little thing.

What I Know About fate

Really I Don't know much more about fate then I did before this class. If anything I am more confused then I was before. Now I can't figure out what events caused the fate to happen, not that I really knew that before, but now I am just really confused about fate. Before the class I could kind of figure out what fate was but know I just have a bunch of stuff about fate floating around and I don't know what to do with it. You can call it negative if you want to, but sometimes thats just the way it is.

Fate or Freewill

Personaly I would like to believe in a mix of both. I'd like to think that there is a master plan but the decissions that we make effect the final outcome. I guess what i mean is that I'd like a fluid fate that can be changed by our freewill.